Find a way

I keep losing my temper, slamming fists against the wall

Been clutching at straws, trying to stop this free fall

I’m having crazy dreams, I’m wide awake before dawn

Got a hole in my soul, feeling battered and torn

So if I fly off the handle, please understand that I’m trying

I just got to find a way to get a little bit of peace of mind

25 Years gone by , the time sure flies

Ten thousand cups of coffee, six thousand hours overtime

Now the lights have been dimmed, silence echoes through these halls

I’ll be gone by November and no one will remember us at all

You know I’m ain’t sentimental, that ain’t a tear in my eye

I just got to find a way to hold a smile through this long goodbye

I got a fine loving woman, so sweet and wise

Shines a light through my darkness, pulls the wool off my eyes

So I make sure to count my blessings , it’s a daily routine

I Keep my eyes on the horizon, and try to wipe the slate clean

But you can’t unring a bell, can’t unsay what’s been said

I just got to find a way to drown out these voices in my head